It's not as you're thinking
Or as you've imagined
To live in a shade
Of beliefs that were fahioned
To leave you in slavery
and drain out your soul
But what can I do when
there's so many liars
That crawl through your veins
Like millions of spiders
That seek out their victims
And who is the wiser
Watch out
Gotcha -
Squeal -
Oh my god
I can't deny this
I've been taught just to kill and fight this
To bury it deeper where nobody can find it
Like nobody wanted to know
So give it away
Like they're not gonna fuck you
How much can you beg them
To come back and haunt you
To burn past your demons
And cause you to suffer
You're starting to bleed
They won't discover
Before it's too late
What will you offer
In ways of healing
You are so confused, abused, misused
Oh my god
I can't deny this
I've been taught just to kill and fight this
To bury it deeper where nobody can find it
'Cause nobody wanted to know
Ooh, if it opens your eyes
Then it's better than a strong compromise
I was willing to be lost in the shuffle
If only you had let me know
Ooh, if it opens your eyes
Then it's better than the last compromise
I was willing to be lost in the shadows
If only you had let me know
And they won't give in
Cause they know what they're after
A kick in the face
Like it's all that would matter
Ohh
Oh my god
I can't deny this
I've been taught just to murder and fight this
To bury it deeper where nobody can find it
'Cause nobody wanted to know
Ooh, if it opens your eyes
Then it's better than a good compromise
I was willing to be lost in the shuffle
If only you had let me know
Ooh, well it's on with the show
Like the tides out on the ocean
The wave's already set in motion
The only one in the game that's lost is youIf life was a game, could I win in the end?
And if I was sane, would I fuck it up all over again?
These questions and answers can help me redefine myself
And I thank your open ears for all their help
(NO MORE SHAME)
It's what I see for myself
I need to change for my health
I need a better way of life for myself
If I stay the same, how long will I last?
Yet if I change will I still just be alone and typecast?
Professional answers cant help me to design myself
So I thank your open arms for all their help
(NO MORE SHAME)
It's what I see for myself
I need to change for my health
I need a better way of life for myself
Caressing gateways of the mind
Over, enter through spaces time
Heals wounds inspiring gifts of light
Inside myself just need some time
(just need some time to myself)
To figure it out, cause I’ve got no doubt
That when my dreams come true it's because of you
And the fact that I let you
(No, NO, MORE SHAME)
It's what I see for myself
I need to change for my health
I need a better way of life for myself
Caressing gateways of our minds
Over, enter through spaces time Heals wounds inspiring gifts of light